I Left My 9-5 Job To Find My Authentic Dreams


Often times, many people asked me why did I left my 9-5 job? I remained silent for a long time because I was on a journey of growth, love and to find my true self.

What does it mean to be authentic?

Earlier in my career, I worked as a banker. I worked with Citigroup and it is a face-paced environment, once your in the office BOOM! It’s a corporate jungle. I worked on myself to become a great team player and followed orders from my higher management in order to get better employee appraisals. Although being a banker did good for my bank balance (financial stability), deep inside the job never feft quite right.

When we are being inauthentic, we behave in ways that aren’t in line with our beliefs, interests, and skill. Even if everything seems to be in order on the surface, we feel out of alignment and out of place.

There can be moments when we are truly expressing our authentic selves and then there are moments that trigger our inner wounds. We then find ourselves acting in a way that’s out of alignment with our own inner truth and, instead, acting as a reaction to our wounds being reactivated.

I wanted to write articles, not create a bank account release. I wanted to inspire others, not create reputations and images for people who were too busy to do it themselves. The job — hands down I know many talented, passionate folks who do it well but it just wasn’t consistent with who I knew myself to be. I felt inauthentic. That’s it.

My journey of discovering authenticity & my true calling

Who am I?

When do you feel most comfortable? Authenticity starts when you set the intention to be genuine. Then, there must be an awareness of what that looks and feels like, and a willingness to act in accordance with your genuine nature even when it feels vulnerable.

When this kind of self-awareness kicks in, your decisions are easier because you are free to choose things that move you closer to your values. You are able to stand in the presence of your imperfections because you can accept your humanity. You can also embrace your talents and abilities.

But take my advice seriously – Authenticity may also require you to make unpopular decisions or to acknowledge aspects of yourself that you’d rather hideaway, but in the end, it allows you to live a more open, honest, and engaged life.


When I left my job as a banker, I felt happy at first but that joy turns out to be a questioning point in my life. I felt lost. I asked myself, ‘where is my busy life?’, ‘what is my back up plan for my future hereafter?’… ‘Did I make a wise decision to leave a secured job just to follow my dreams?’ I know I had to do something to my life and it took me some serious guts to stand firm with my decisions and follow my heart. Now here, this is what I call intuition.

I had to foster an open mind and understand the possibility that comes next.  Authenticity flourishes when we experience the world wholly, from every perspective. Rigid, good and bad thinking keeps us trapped in judgment and limitation, which causes us to shut down our vulnerable, authentic self. So, challenge yourself to look at all sides of the situation. Be open about your situation even if you know things are not gonna be good.

Being Authentic.

Always trust your intuition. Often, we feel out of sync when we are acting inauthentically. Things just don’t feel right. Pay attention to that heed, physical sensations, and impressions. They can be your instincts telling you that you are not being genuine. When you are on track and authentic, you’ll feel that too.

I felt at ease and in flow when I left being a banker a few months later to write full-time. Finally, I was truly myself: authentic. This is a journey that is unpredictable as I learn more about myself.

Through a clear intention and paying attention, eventually, I learn to hold myself accountable. Through discipline and commitment, I learn to do my best to live according to who I  know myself to be. That’s profound authenticity, and it sure beats the alternative!

Thanks for reading! Stay in touch.


  1. 20 June 2017 / 5:51 AM

    I love what you wrote here about being authentic and you didn’t feel that way in your job. I’m sure that is true of many people.

  2. 20 June 2017 / 6:10 PM

    Thank you, it’s better to feel original than faking it and not following our heart. At the end of the day, we have one life. =)

  3. Sri Sivaram
    4 August 2017 / 8:30 PM

    Good work! First time here and I enjoyed reading it. Well, the dictionary describes “authentic” being genuine and original. It could also mean being true and trustworthy. Bottom line, anyway you look at it comes across in a positive light. Yours are on point! ?

  4. 5 August 2017 / 12:22 AM

    You are right, authentic means originality. Thank you for reading. Great day ahead.

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